is there such things as a "Good"bye?

While stuggling to stay afloat during these last few days of summer, the sounds of pillow talk and Trey Songz mutter in the back of my mind.And wispering in my ear are the thoughts of regrets but without regrets, we cannot move forward.right?even though I wish all this could work out as perfect as I can imagine it, I dont think it is possible.Everytime i think of us,I get this feeling in my gut of pain and happiness all in one feeling.I cant tell what your thinking but if you are feeling the same way, then I dont know how you cant show any emotions.Its like when you look at me the thought of love circulate throught both of us.but as soon as we part,we forget about those smiles that made us feel so at peace.sometimes I just wish that you could just say what you want to say without me asking.how you are able to live everyday and not think about going into your call log and see the miss call without a thought to call it back befuddles me.but I guess its the way its suppose to be.Time continues to flow away but all I can do is wait..I guess the saying is rite.LOVE is the slowest form of suicide.